Showing posts with label Malachi. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Malachi. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 21, 2014

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Friday, September 21, 2012

Snippet at 60%: THE HEALER'S KISS

At just over 60,000 words, the "The Healer's Kiss" is accelerating to the point where every scene is bringing a surprise. Some of them are even about other members of the crew.

The new lieutenant, Seta Trax, is an energy empath and a tracker. She has gotten quite suspicious about Malachi. In the snippet scene that follows, she has sought him out to ask some questions that have been on her mind. Malachi finds her confusion amusing, but he tries to be polite and not laugh at everything she says.

His kindness is partly because he knows Lieutenant Seta Trax's future is linked to the destiny of the rest of the Liberator's crew. But he also needs to stay in her good graces for other reasons as well. Hope you enjoy the snippet.

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Excerpt from Chapter 14

As they stepped in the hall, Seta looked up expecting to see derision, but was met with a surprisingly neutral gaze. “I don’t understand this empathetic response you evoke in me. It’s like we’re from the same family or something. And I am also curious as to why you seem to evoke quite a different reaction in my dual birth sibling. Rena and I tend to share our opinions of most males.”

Malachi made a face trying hard not to grin as the thought of their discussions. How he wished he had hidden in their room as mist and listened.

“So you and Rena talk about me?” he asked.

Seta snickered. “Do not sound so hopeful. It was only in passing. Rena mostly refuses. You disturb her equilibrium.”

Malachi laughed at Seta’s word choice. How disturbed could he possibly make Rena feel? She had the power to bind him to Conor's form and make him feel physical pain. He was the one that should be disturbed. Yet ironically, the control he feared most was the one where Rena's presence fueled his lustful thoughts and made him willing to risk his host body for a taste of her.

“That seems only fair, Lieutenant. Rena disturbs my equilibrium as well,” Malachi remarked, uncaring if it sounded as sarcastic as he felt.

“I find your interest in Rena most fascinating. Most males turn away from her intense spirit which can spread itself over a whole ship. If you or the other intuitives on the Liberator have noticed an energy shift, it may very well be Rena causing it,” Seta said with a shrug. “Captain Warro didn’t like her being on the Paladin. He said she carried a vengeful spirit, despite her spiritual work.”

Malachi laughed again. He couldn’t help it. “Well, the Liberator is full of spiritually awakened people. Some are just as intense as Rena. In fact, being in a state of energy flux is a fairly normal occurrence around here.”

“Do you consider yourself a spiritual being, Medic? Do you—for example—adhere to the myth of the ‘creators of all’? Rena is adamant that they are real beings, or once were. She describes them as universal forces. I continue to believe they are largely myth,” Seta said.

Malachi laughed harder, even though he knew his constant smiling and laughing might be misconstrued as getting a little too friendly. It was difficult to restrain himself when the female in her innocence was so amusing. He found himself actually regretting what Liam and Ania planned to do that would erase that blissfully ignorant, but very appealing child-like state from her.

“I’m afraid I have to admit to sharing Rena’s beliefs in the creators. You may tell her I said so if you wish. Perhaps it might change her attitude towards me a little,” Malachi said, unable to hold back his smile.

“So politely put, Medic. I can tell you are interested,” Seta stated firmly. “Rena may choose not to notice, but I prefer to deal with the truth.”

“Yes—I can see that about you, Lieutenant,” Malachi said, smiling genuinely at the younger woman.

Watching her spirit stretch out to test trusting those around it was in itself a kind of marvelous process. Test a person by asking for a truth, and then pull away before an unpleasant answer was shared. It was what all creatures did and promptly reminded him of his own efforts in trusting Ania. Caught in his own philosophical web, Malachi could only laugh at himself.

“Forgive my laughter, Lieutenant. Your youthful view of us all is very refreshing. You remind me of Commander Jet at times like this,” Malachi said easily.

“Your words hide things. You speak as calmly as Rena, but I sense great anger resides within you. I commend you for your control in maintaining a serene countenance though. When I have such anger within, I tend to erupt and destroy things around me. Rena says I was cursed with a bad temper after our father sold us,” Seta said, wondering again why her father’s actions had ceased to appall her. Instead, talking of her father’s actions always felt like she was repeating a story about a stranger.

“Yes. I can understand why being sold by your parent might prompt you to be upset,” Malachi said dryly, watching the female struggle with her confusion.

Strolling by the larger male’s side, Seta noted the medic’s energy did not feel like other males felt to her. There was something different, some missing aspect of normal masculinity, but also some additional constraint on what he exuded. He was, oddly enough, similar to Rena in that regard.

“My instincts cannot come to a consensus about your nature, but I do not need my intuition to know you are much more than what you seem,” Seta stated firmly.

Monday, June 4, 2012

Origin of Malachi in THE DEMON OF SYNAR

Most demons have their origins in complete evil and some kind of eternal Earthly damnation/hell. Those kind of demons--tortured human or angelic souls--can certainly be interesting. But I learned in research that "demon" is just a newer form of the word "daemon". The definition of "daemon" is "an inner or attendant spirit or inspiring force". To me that definition doesn't necessarily imply evil, but rather just something supernatural. Evil is a value judgement about the possessed entity's use of the "attendant spirit or inspiring force". Right?

So is Malachi an evil demon or a inspiring daemon? Good question, but I don't know.

In the FORCED TO SERVE series, the back story of the character of Malachi is that he wasn't always a demon. Once upon a time he had a corporeal body. He was an accomplished, albeit wicked by Earth standards, ruling leader among his people, not to mention a very aggressive one. It was easy for me to envision him as being a Genghis Khan type of conqueror.

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Like your typical power mad leader, Malachi fully enjoyed using everyone he came into contact with for his own self-serving purposes. And he did so with no remorse. Knowing Malachi's full history because his family has controlled him for centuries, Captain Liam Synar, Malachi's current, and very reluctant master in Book 1, isn't buying the possibility that the demon can ever be anything but pure evil. He fears him and fears linking himself to that kind of power. That contemplative gaze on the cover of Book 1 is pretty accurate for the amount of soul-searching the good captain does about it.

But back to Malachi, everyone knows that when any one being gains too much control, it tends to put everything around that being out of balance. This is not a rule I made up for the FORCED TO SERVE stories. It's more like a universal truth that is often philosophically discussed in science fiction. Chaos and rebellion naturally ensue against those beings seeking ultimate control until something happens to create a balance again. Earth human history is full of real-life examples. Comics and fiction are full of stories about those who seek to restore the balance again.

Don't all quests for power ultimately hit a wall at the point of time where there are simply no more people to conquer or control? Otherwise why would space travel even exist? (Just kidding. Hard core science fiction readers: please do not set your weapons higher than stun when commenting. Thank you.)

Okay--back to Malachi's story. This is the good part. It's where he ran into trouble. . .

The Creators of All, a set of deities who crave balance, gave Malachi and his people an ultimatum. They could either suffer complete annihilation as a people or each major offender could enter into a sacred contract which would grant them all the power they could ever want. While on the surface, the offer seemed like a no-brainer compared to the one about annihilation, but it came with a very high price. Malachi lost his corporeality and had to watch the empty shell of his physical body die and turn to dust without his spirit within it. Afterwards existing only in "demon mist" form, Malachi quickly learned that he could not experience much enjoyment of anything. Instead, he became dependent upon any person willing to "host" him and let him share their life, even if it was just in a second-hand manner.

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Used to controlling others, rather than being controlled, even in his spiritual punishment Malachi quickly learned to become a skilled manipulator of the situation and his hosts. When the Creators figured out Malachi was still wrecking havoc in their universe, they amended the sacred contract, doubling the penalty for the worst of the demons by linking their fate to a "master". This essentially was a person whose family the demon would forever have a sacred obligation to serve. Liam is just the latest Synar in a long line to be serving as Malachi's master.

In the FORCED TO SERVE series, one of the big questions is whether or not Malachi can be redeemed. His current master certainly doesn't think so because it's no secret in the Synar family that Malachi has spent at least a 1000 years of his existence not caring about anyone but himself. In fact, the first tiny bit of growth Malachi has is in the book is when he finds himself having even mild concerns for Ania. He admits to us all, as well as her, that even though he tried to always be "good" to his hosts, he simply does not remember having such feelings for anyone else before her.

Also, you don't get very far into the books before you find out that Malachi has done some extremely evil things during the course of his existence. But as a college English instructor pointed out to me many years ago, even the worst of bad guys are usually good to their mothers, a thought which pops into my head every time Malachi does something nice for someone else in the story. When he does something funny and makes Ania laugh, I don't know what to think of him. I mean, how completely bad can a demon be that makes his host laugh? I'm not really sure.

The Chinese Philosopher Lao Tzu said "He who controls others may be powerful, but he who has mastered himself is mightier still."  

It is my hope Malachi reads some Lao Tzu one day because I have put him on the journey of mastering himself in this series. However, even an author gets surprised sometimes. If Malachi can be redeemed, the question probably is "What will it take?" I have not found the answer in three books. Maybe that's a big part of why I'm still writing.